The ugliest part of me
I lied.... and kept things... horrible things that need now to be told...
People asked me how I knew if it was a crush and not love... well here I’ll confess:
I liked his pain, enjoyed his suffering, his pathetic ways, his tears, his over the top compliments, his words of self-hate.
You're the perfect balance of negative and positive, even if you're negative almost all the time.
Everyone has some fetish... mine can get a bit sick... I just need someone I can act all this out... and then go back to really loving...
...bisexual, boy lover, ugly, shy, polyamorist, sadomasochist, fetishist, idealist, romantic, androgyny obsessed, emotionally slutty...
Plainly impossible to love…
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