Sunday, February 28, 2010

Glue

I did a very long wedgie cam session which was both painful and exciting... the boxers didn’t rip but I enjoyed it. Actually I can’t ruin anymore clothes... I met this cool guy Jamal, and he was just one of those guys you want to do stuff for on cam. Anyway, I needed up pouring glue inside my boxers... and I of course forgot they were boxers so it all went straight through and all over the floor. I cleaned up, but I ruined the black boxer briefs, my Pajama pants and a cool Hanes undershirt. A lot of clothes for just one night. I later took a fully clothed bath to see if I could save them... but it was useless. Now the two pairs of black underwear look like if I had cummed uncontrollably... and I’m too ashamed to leave them to the maid to wash ^^ so they are stashed under my bed for now... maybe I should just throw them away…

(18 days late)

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

There was a time

There was a time when god would talk to me in the bus on my way to school, there was a time where my guardian angel would sit by my bed and take my hand after crying myself to sleep, there was a time were my soul mate came to talk to me in a completely white room in my dreams.
There were times were I knew that what I wrote in my journal was something that was going to be worth remembering, there was a time when I knew that I was treat for other people to discover. Life is no longer like that... it hasn’t been in a long, long time.
Why I’m doing that? Well... I guess I feel the need of filling up the internet with my everyday life. And I’ve been inspired, inspired in another journal, I think I’m getting kind of addicted to it.  And this time I do know the owner... 
So, my life so far is still the same... it just sucks. I wish I could say it in a prettier way, I’m sick, I’m so sick... I have finally come to the point of my life, when I know I’m sick, I know I’m not sane... 
(12 days late)