I’m sorry I have not being updating recently

I’m sorry I have not being updating recently, I just feel empty.

I’m sure is just part of my neurosis and hidden wishes of being totally unhappy. I just don’t want to go to school again, I know it sounds like a little kid, but I got a bad feeling about it... (.)

(22 days late)

I just want to feel safe in my own skin

I just want to feel safe in my own skin; I just want to be happy again.

 I just want to feel deep in my own world.

But I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore On a different day, if I was safe in my own skin, then I wouldn't feel lost and so frightened But this is today and I'm lost in my own skin And I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore I just want to feel safe in my own skin, I just want to be happy again

20 days late)